He has asked me to be patient. I'm trying but patience is a virtue I wasn't blessed with.
I don't want to need this anymore.
I'm tired of hearing myself talk.
I'm exhausted from trying to explain things I don't fully understand.
Expectations were high, reality did not meet the expectation.
Frustration and hurt reign supreme.
If I ignore this need will it go away?
Why can't he just read my mind?
I give up.