Friday, September 28, 2012

I Wish...

I wish...I was a rational woman.     
Is there such a thing?

I wish...hormones were optional.   
I would opt out.

I wish...my kink didn't confuse me so often. 
Does that happen to anyone else?

I wish...spankings were as normal as 3 meals a day.
If they were I might consider eating 3 meals a day.

I wish...I didn't have a multi track mind.
If I did it would be easy to choose the happy track.

I wish...Musicman could work 2 days week like I do.
Oh, the mischief I could get up to if he did.

I wish...I hadn't been so damaged when we first met.
Things would be so much easier if I hadn't been.

I wish...I was as able bodied as when I was young.
I'd try every wild position I could think of, and that's quite a few.

I wish...bondage cuffs came standard with the purchase of a bed frame.
Then I wouldn't have to try and choose a pair.

I wish...I really could fly.
I'd visit all my kinky friends.

I wish...I could live in subspace.
Negativity doesn't exist there.

It's been a tough, hormone driven, emotional week. I wish it was over.
Oh, it is.

I wish... for a wonderful weekend with lots of time to play.



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  1. Have a great weekend and hope it includes lots of time to play.

    FD

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    1. Thanks you FD, it's nice to hear from you :)

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  2. Yes, definitely still confused by my kink-- you are not alone in that!!

    I'm sorry it's been such a rough week. I really hope this weekend makes up for it!!!! Hugs to you.

    Please forgive the plug - Feldenkrais for the sex positions - I'm more flexible now that I was in my 20's. It works, I swear it!

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    1. Plug away my friend, that's a wonderful series you've written on the Feldenkrais technique. I'm willing to try almost anything that might work, unfortunately, some damage just can't be undone. Getting old is not for the weak, that's for sure :)

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  3. If wishes were horses then beggars could ride. But I'm with you I share most of those wishes. At least the week is over! Is it Nov.yet? That's a great month for me, off a lot.

    I hope this is a really good weekend for both of you.

    Hugs,
    PK

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    1. Don't think I've heard that one before, but I'll take that horse now, lol.

      I'd say I would willing skip to November, cause then I could skip my birthday and wouldn't have to be a year older. The downside of that is, no birthday spanking. As a spanko, I don't wanna skip that, lol. That's the fun part of getting older, isn't it?

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  4. Many of your wishes are shared by many,,,I wish you a wonderful weekend, and time for many of your wishes to be replaced by new ones!
    hugs abby

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    1. Thanks abby, this whole "change of life" thing kicks my ass sometimes, sends me into a funk that's hard to emerge from. It helps to have someplace to vent and supportive understanding friends :D

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  5. I can't help with many of the wishes - though I second Renee Rose's recommendation, solely based off my trying her methods in her posts.

    But. We like these cuffs quite a bit. :) We don't really use the hog tie part, but the cuffs are amazingly comfortable, and can be hooked together, or whatever.

    Happy weekend! (I wish you could fly to visit me, too!)

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    1. No one can really help with my wishes, but sometimes just being heard is help enough. Thanks for listening :)

      Those cuffs look a lot like one of the pairs I've been looking at, minus the hogtie. I've looked at those too, but realistically, ain't happening for me. As I told Renee Rose, I think her series is wonderful and very helpful. Facts are though, some damage just can't be undone, no matter what you do. So, I do my best to work around it, most of the time, that works okay.

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  6. It does sound like you've had a rough week to have all these wishes surfacing. Perhaps you will get time this weekend to make some more realistic wishes come true. Ones that don't involve logical females or an absence of hormones. :)

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    1. Thanks Serenity, I suppose this is why it's called, "the change of life", sometimes I don't like it so much. I'm working on accepting and making the most of it. I'm usually a glass half full kinda girl, some days, I just can't see the glass, lol.

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  7. and I hope you get what you wish for. It will be a beautiful thing my friend.

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    1. Thank you, I wish we all could get what we wish for, that would truly be a beautiful thing :)

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  8. Im right there with you- I hope you get what you wish for this weekend.

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    1. It's nice to know I'm not alone, I wish the same for you :)

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  9. Hormones!I can't tell you how much I despise the nasty ones.
    I am trying Feldenkrais based on Renee's recommendation. I think it is very positive and helpful.

    Happy spirit.

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    1. Really! Like child birth wasn't enough? Now this? I haven't been able to line up that hormonectomy yet, so I'm considering selling them on ebay, lol :)

      I love Renee Rose's posts on the Feldenkrais technique and find them very helpful. I just find getting older too much of a challenge sometimes. I think part of it is this time of year. I love fall, but it gets me down too, hits me at gut level for some reason.

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  10. Ha. Number 3 - of course it confuses me all the time. I slept so bad last night from having a sore back and bottom and it felt comforting to feel so sore. WTF is that?

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    1. Yeah, I know. How about, "I'm feeling crazy, so why don't you do me a favor and inflict pain on me? Yeah, that will make me feel better." Ummm....WHAT?

      Hard to explain and assure, when you don't really get it yourself. UGH :D

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  11. right there with you on all of the above counts! I finally have a sunday off tomorrow, a rare occurrence i tell you. so this WILL be a lovely weekend for me to rest and pamper myself. you have a good one too!

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    1. Oh Fondles, I hope you are having a lovely pamper filled weekend ;D I'm gonna try for a good one too.

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  12. I am sorry that you had a rough week. I hope you can recharge during the weekend.

    I believe it is natural to question our kink. Many in society want us to feel guilty. If anything, the popularity of 50 Shades has demonstrated that millions of people have these fantasies, we are the lucky ones who have actually explored this world.

    Hug,
    joey

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    1. Ya know, that's a really good point. Most people just fantasize, I try to live mine. That's a good thing, and something I should remember more. Thanks for the support, and the words of wisdom :)

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  13. i wish all your wishes could come true!

    aisha

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    1. Thank you aisha, I'm not giving up on my wishes just yet. Just navigating a dip in the road :)

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  14. What is that? Are you trying to imply that you cannot actually fly?
    We will never believe that!
    Oh, and since I have started visiting Blogland I have learned that spanking is indeed quite normal.
    Good this difficult week is over.
    Give the hormones a kick and have a nice weekend!

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    1. Ssshhhh....that's our secret, okay? I'm still learning afterall, lol.

      The hormones have been kicked firmly to the curb and normal is feeling pretty good at the moment :)

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  15. If you learn to fly
    Please come by

    I'll rustle up some faerie food
    We'll discuss irrationality

    And hormones
    Human problems, laughable

    I'll crochet you the tiniest perfect fairy cuffs
    Out of spider silk

    Don't lose them on your way home

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    1. That is one of the loveliest things I've evr read. Thank you.

      I've already copied it, it is getting a place of honor on my fridge. That's where I keep writing that touches my soul. I wan't to see it everyday, so it's the logical place :D

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  16. I'm glad PK said it first.. if wishes were horses..cause I was about to say it. Also the darn Full Moon didn't help this week.. at least here.
    Hope all settles down soon for you!

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    1. As I said to PK, I'll take that horse now, lol. The full moon definitely didn't help, even if the photog in me liked the scene it made :) Things are better, thanks for stopping by.

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  17. Well, it's Sunday already. I hope you got at least one of your wishes? :)

    Dee x

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    1. Eehhh! Let's just say I'm working on it and leave it there. Okay?

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  18. "When you wish upon a star, makes no difference who you are, anything your heart desires will come to you..." - Disney

    Wouldn't it be nice if wishes did come true? That is my wish for you...that your wishes come true... :-)

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  19. oh and as for the getting older...and changes...I hear you...

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