Am I the BJ Lady?

Just got home from work and my feet are killing me. I might be tempted to give up spanking forever for a nice foot rub. Okay, not forever, but a foot rub would be heavenly right about now. Of course a nice spanking would make me forget how much my feet hurt, so I guess maybe I won't give them up. As if I was ever really considering that!

I was looking at the Google terms used to find my blog. There has been a huge influx of people looking for me by name. That's very flattering. I never imagined anyone would really be interested in the drivel that spills so copiously from my head, but apparently people do.  Thanks people.

The most common term used to find me has been blow jobs. Now someone is Googling, "loves to give blow jobs" blogspot. I never realized how may ways to look up blow jobs on the internet there were. I never bothered to look since I already love them so much. I get a lot of people searching for blowjob bruises too. Why would someone want to cause bruises by giving a blow job? Just wondering!  Hmmm...maybe I should change the name of my blog. Just kidding, I wouldn't change the name of my blog now.  Though I could call it The Blow Job Lady.

I also pretty regularly get people Googling "sex tease." I could take this offensively, I'm not a tease. Well, I might be a tease. Teasing is fun, I freely admit that. I also admit I like to tease my hubby. Why else would I walk around the house in tiny little Tinkerbell shorts? Or, short skirts and no undies? There is a reason why Musicman likes to follow me up the stairs instead of leading the way, the view is better.

Since I never say no to any advances or overtures though, I don't think I qualify as a tease.  Hopefully they are looking to find out how to be a tease. Or, maybe they are trying to figure out how to spot a tease. I don't really know. Maybe I should do a post on being prepared to follow through if you are going to tease. That would be the responsible thing to do I guess. No one finds me by Googling  "responsible" though so I am not gonna worry too much about it.

Another very common term that brings people to my blog is "selfish submission" or any combination of those two words. I did do a post very early on where I said I felt my submission was selfish. This is not a reflection on anyone else or what submission looks like to them. Nope, it's all about me. This is my blog after all. It's probably the most selfish thing I have ever done for myself too.

Taking the time everyday or every other day out of my schedule to write does seem selfish. But, I'm not a very selfish person in general, so I think I can slide by on this one thing. The benefits to me and to our relationship far outweigh any selfishness on my part anyway. I have learned so much about myself and dealt with some tough issues that have haunted me for years by writing here. I am in a really good place after going through a couple really bad years. That can't be selfish.

Sharing totally unrelated fairy pics with every post might be selfish. Too bad, I like fairies and I'm gonna share the pics, cause I can. What would you expect from a blogger named faerie, who entitled her blog, faerie learns to fly?

Selfish or not, tease or not, blowjob lover or not. I love blogging. I love my readers and all the wonderfully insightful and delightful comments they leave. I love the friends and the connections I've made with like minded people.

I won't be changing the name of the blog, I won't be giving up spanking anytime soon. I may have to work a little harder to find the time and an appropriate topic to write about, but, I won't be giving up my selfish habit of blogging anytime soon.


I'm no angel after all!!!!