Monday, August 20, 2012

If I Were Inclined

Technology is a wonderful thing, when it works. My computer hasn't been working well and it's been a bit frustrating. It started out just being lazy last week, not loading pages and not letting me read or comment on blogs the way I would like. It progressed to not letting me access emails.  Then it just decided to go crazy, send me all kinds of error messages and then crash. Musicman has worked on it several times over the weekend to bring it back to life for me.

I realized when it wasn't working, that for me, blogging is like sex. The more I do it, the more inclined I am to do it. I haven't had much time or resources to blog, and now I don't feel too inclined to write. I'm happy to say the same can't be said of sex in this case.

If I were inclined to write, I could talk about our playtime Friday night and the newish leather paddle we got. Because it's new he is still feeling it out some. Unfortunately, I was pretty stressed about something Friday night, the pain was what I needed, but I needed more then what he gave me then. I was having a hard time relaxing into the pain, chasing the bliss instead of letting it roll in and envelope me. It was nice, but it left me a bit edgy and that isn't always such a good thing.

If I were inclined to write, I could tell you how he threatened to spank me Saturday. The edginess hadn't really gone away, though it hadn't escalated either. It had been a busy morning with Musicman working and me completing a full list of domestic activities. We were getting ready to go out for the evening, apparently my edginess was starting to get on his nerves some. He asked me if he needed to take me over his knee and spank me. Well...

If I were inclined to write, I could tell you how odd it was to have other men compliment him on the way I looked. It made me wonder if I give off sub vibes, or is it him giving off Dom vibes? Or maybe, it's just a guy thing and means nothing, lol. Or I could write about how when asked by a woman about the "thing" around my neck I said it was a necklace. Yet, when asked by a man about the "thing" around my neck I said it was a collar. Yes, they both referred to it as a "thing", that in itself seemed odd.

If I were inclined to write, I could tell you how Musicman got a bit tipsy, so I totally took advantage of him. I teased him with both words and mouth until he he couldn't take it anymore. I didn't stop until he grabbed me by my hair and pushed me face first into the bed and took me hard and fast and deep. Just like I wanted. Too bad he doesn't remember it, I was spectacular, lol.

If I were  inclined to write, I could tell you how we spent some time yesterday afternoon playing in the sun. How he wound me all up, then sent me inside to our room. How he followed closely and stripped me easily. How he ordered me to bend over as he retrieved the paddle. I'm really starting to appreciate uninterrupted time on Sunday afternoons.

If I were inclined to write, I could tell you some more about our new leather paddle and how we played with it again Sunday night. The sting of leather on the lady parts, or the breasts or the thighs. Dragged so softly and slowly across my face and down my neck, deliciously snaking it's way between my breasts before lifting to deliver the next sting.

Even if I were inclined to write, I've had a busy day of laundry and housework. I don't spend much time on it on the weekends, preferring to spend the time with Musicman instead. Just the trail of discarded clothes and toys that need picked up and dealt with can be daunting. Hopefully, when I'm done I will have some time to read some blogs and catch up with all my friends.

It felt like imposed isolation, not being able to connect with the world. I hadn't realized how much I have come to depend on technology, until it wasn't working. Maybe the inclination to write will come back soon too.



38 comments:

  1. Yeah I know what you mean. I didn't really miss my blog too much while camping and didn't even know what to write this morning. I know it will come back, but for now I am enjoying cleaning the house and car!

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    1. I just couldn't seem to find a good starting place or something to write about. Guess it worked itself out though, lol.

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  2. You'll write when you're ready. You've much more important things to be doing :) lol

    Dee x

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    1. I know, so much to do, never enough time, lol ;D

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  3. Understand. My desire to write comes in waves as well.

    Terrific post.

    Hug,
    joey

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    1. Yes, I get that, and my waves seem to be ebbing right now :)

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    1. I guess it turned out better then I expected it would :) Just having a hard time focusing.

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  5. LOL! Minelle, me too! Faerie loved this post and all you didn't write about. Don't write again some time, I've been missing you!

    Hugs,
    PK

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    1. It didn't seem like much to me, lol. Being away from it I had a hard time getting back into it. Maybe I'll come up with something really good to not write soon ;D

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  6. Brilliant. You said it all :)

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    1. Thanks, and congrats on starting your own blog. I'm looking forward to reading it :)

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  7. I liked this and im sorry about the computer issues, hopefully normal service will resume soon.

    x

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    1. Thanks tori, the computer is much better, hopefully soon I will feel more like writing.

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  8. Even when you are not inclined to write, you write beautifully. Take care, Terps

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    1. Thanks Terps, nice to see you out and about :)

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  9. I'm sure when you're not quite so busy, you'll be inclined to write again. Glad you were able to check in with us. Lol.

    Kiki

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    1. I'm amazed how quickly the urge to write left me, hopefully it will be back soon.

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  10. I agree, technology is wonderful, when it works. When it doesn't, it can be SO frustrating. Funny about how you said that the less you wrote, the less inclined you were to write. A couple of weeks ago I lost my voice and needed to be on complete vocal rest to let it heal. I found that after I could talk again I wasn't as talkative as before. I had to assure Michael that I was okay. lol

    I sure wish you felt inclined to write so that I could hear all about those things. ;) Seems that you and Musicman are in a pretty good place these days. :)

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    1. Kinda funny how quickly you can adjust to somethings, but not others, huh? We do seem to be a good place right now, thanks :)

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  11. Sounds like you are doing well and this was written quite nicely. Hope to hear more soon but if we don't we'll know what you are up to.

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    1. I'm glad you liked it. I'm even more glad that I haven't lost the inclination for sex along with the inclination to write :)

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  12. If I were inclined to write I would say you guys had a great weekend - happy for you.

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    1. Heeheehee, it was a lovely weekend. Though i could have done without the computer crashing ;0

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  13. Oh, those nasty computer scares. Mrs. AP and I had one of those of our own Friday. We left the house with my laptop -- hers is dead until we can get a new power inverter soldered onto the motherboard -- sitting next to the bed, lid closed, in sleep mode. We returned home several hours later to find it upside down on the floor. When we tried to turn it on it became caught in an endless reboot loop. I fixed, a few hours later, but for a moment there we were looking at being stuck with ONLY our phones to use to get online at the house. Eeek!

    I love the way you wrote this post. I love the way you're spending more time with MusicMan and working your way through things together, even if it takes a few days to get everything processed. I love the way you take a theme and run with it full tilt to great affect.

    Stay SINful
    Mr. AP

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    1. I hadn't realized how much I would miss having my computer available, until it was gone. I'm so happy he was able to fix it for me. I could share his, but not as convenient for wither of us.

      I needed a jump start to get back in to writing, can't say it worked totally, guess my next post will answer that :)

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  14. If I was inclined to comment I would say it sounds like a wonderful time spent with each other. :-)

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    1. It was a wonderful weekend, even if I was a bit edgy for part of it.

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  15. LOL at trazured, wish I thought of that. Great round-up of the weekend - the good, the bad and the fantastic. You were missed, in case you are wondering.

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    1. I wasn't wondering, but nice to know :D I missed reading all about my lovely friends, so it's nice to have the technology working again.

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  16. Looks like you managed to create a pretty cool post! I agree on the technology -- it bothers me how agitated I get when it doesn't work. Like, as if I need this piece of technology to live. I don't, but some days you might question that. ha! I hope your computer starts to behave. Unfortunately you can't spank it to make it cooperate...

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    1. No I can't spank it, but I did consider chucking it into a wall a couple times. I managed to restrain myself from doing that though :D

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  17. lovely way to catch us up quickly with everything. Sounds like a great weekend!

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    1. I'm glad you liked it. After being away from it for a few days, it was surprising how daunting it seemed to be to actually sit and write.

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  18. Oh my! I wonder what all we'd know if you were inclined to write about it?

    Don't worry about the computer. This technology thing isn't going to last anyway...:)

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    1. LOL, not going to last? What will we do then?
      Hopefully soon I will feel more like writing, then, look out world, lol :)

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