Saturday, May 4, 2013

Spring Time...and a Young Girl's Thoughts Turn To Fantasies

Okay, so I'm not really a young girl anymore, but I feel like one most of the time. The fantasy my thoughts have turned to aren't mine either. They are Musicman's.

When I first proposed a D/s lifestyle to him, I only considered fulfilling my own fantasies. Selfish and stupid of me, I know, but that's me. It wasn't that I had a problem with him fulfilling his, I just didn't think much about that, until he started sharing them with me.

There is one that he has shared with me in great detail. That fact tells me that he has thought quite a bit about it. It is one that, until now, has been a hard limit for me. I just couldn't do what he wanted, but, as with most couples, we continue to grow together and challenge our limits.

This particular fantasy of his takes place outside, by our pool. I wasn't able to fulfill this particular fantasy of his last summer. I just wasn't ready and he understood that. Fall and winter put that fantasy on hold, way to cold to even consider doing what he would like.

Spring has finally sprung here where we live. Actually, we kinda skipped spring and after an extended winter have gone straight to summer. It will very soon be time to start work on getting the pool open again. I love to play pool boy and work on it. It's hard physical labor, but I don't mind, because it gives me a reason to turn the music up loud and play in the sunshine.

As I have thought about getting started on opening the pool, his fantasy, as he described it to me, has come to mind. I know exactly what he wants me to wear. Check, I have those items in my wardrobe. I don't remember all the details, but I picture myself kneeling before him. I hear him instructing me on what he wants, directing me, ordering me. That makes me all hot and tingly.

I hear barriers falling and comfort zones being expanded. I can't stop contemplating what he shared with me almost a year ago. I think it's time. Time to explore a bit of the things that make tremble with what I would previously have described as dread. I no longer dread what he has proposed, I long for it. Dang man, how does he do that to me?





19 comments:

  1. He's good, you do have to give the man credit. We opened our pool today - I had to wear a jacket. It's really cold, but the cover had torn and we wanted to get it off. I hope you end up enjoying his fantasy as much as he is enjoying yours.

    Hugs,
    PK

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    1. Oh yeah, he's good, can't deny that, lol. We are having beautiful weather, but still haven't done much other than think about getting the pool opened, been a tad bit busy with less enjoyable stuff.

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  2. Good luck. I hope you can share it with us.

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    1. If it ever actually happens, I will. Who else could I tell, lol.

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  3. Mmmm...sounds like lots of fun in store for you both! I often think about how those "hard limits" seem not to stay hard for too long. My desire to please him tends to overshadow my own trepidation. Can't wait to hear how amazing it was for you both!

    Hugs

    P

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    1. It will be awhile yet before we get the pool open, so more time to wrap my head around what he wants, like a year hasn't been long enough, lol. This would definitely be something I do just to please him as I have no desire to do it except for the fact that he wants it.

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  4. Now I'm curious, lol. It will be magickal, I am sure. I hope it comes to fruition soon!

    (((hugs)))

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    1. If it actually happens, I'm sure I'll have lots to say about it :)

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  5. Sounds like fun, and I hope you both enjoy it...I think you will. I don't know how...but that desire to please, ..can overcome lots!
    hugs abby

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    1. Funny isn't it, how something we would never consider doing becomes something we want to do just to please them. This activity definitely falls into that category.

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  6. Let's hope you enjoy the exploring. Good luck. Sounds like you are ready to fulfill his fantasy.

    FD

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    1. I'm a lot further along then I was at this time last year. When he first shared it with me, it was a flat out no. Now, a year later, I'm actually considering it, I want to do it for him, cause I don't really think I will like it much, other then the fact that he wants it.

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  7. Come on summer. Does MM know yet?

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    1. Haahaahaaa...

      As far as him knowing...ummm...well...maybe not yet, lol :)

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  8. Hope this happens soon! You deserve it with all the other stresses in your life. Enjoy!!

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    1. Yeah, it would be nice to escape some of the stress. I think maybe some of the stress has actually inspired me to do this for him.

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  9. It is amazing how we grow together and our boundaries expand...
    :-) Ahhh...pool weather...it has been beautiful all week...a couple of days of summer...and now back to spring...and so lovely...we will get the pool ready Memorial Day week-end most likely... Hugs

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    1. It's been beautiful here all week too, inspring even, lol. It will likely be several more weeks before we get the pool openend, but it's something to look forward to.

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  10. Sounds fun and lots of potential to explore, good luck and yes keep us informed..yep im nosey and dont mind admitting it lol

    x

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