Yay, I'm so happy. I did it. I did it, I did it. Yay me.
I know you want to know what "IT" is. I'm not telling, cause what "IT" is, is not the important thing. The important thing is I DID IT.
It's something so simple, so easy really and very vanilla. Something he wanted but would never ask for. He knows it takes me to bad dark places. He protects me from those places, so he never asks. It pissed me off big time I couldn't do this. I've been working on it for the past couple months. Last night I did it. He liked it, I liked it and no bad dark places. And I slept the best I've slept in months.
He told me this morning he will be thanking me tonight. He doesn't owe me any thanks. If anything I owe him thanks for being so understanding and patient. But I'm gonna let him anyway, afterall, if it makes him happy, who am I to deny him. Hee,Hee,Hee.